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friends only [January 01, 2010 @ 7:27pm]
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JE Magazine Sale [July 01, 2008 @ 5:28pm]
selling out mega old magazines @ low prices!! they're alll dated back- mainly 2003. however, there are few issues of 2006. All magazines are in good-condition (flipped through twice only), however, most magazines DO NOT include the pin-ups or glossy cards. I will note those that do include them.

all magazines are sold @ $5USD. postage not included.

see cut for pics and info. please leave email if interested- THANK YOU :)

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MAGAZINE SELL-OUT (@4.50USD) [August 23, 2007 @ 12:00am]
selling out mega old magazines @ low prices b/c i don't have enough room now- so hope i can sell all these magazines. they're alll dated back- mainly 2003. however, there are few issues of 2006. All magazines are in good-condition (flipped through twice only), however, most magazines DO NOT include the pin-ups or glossy cards. I will note those that include.
It is preferably if all orders/payments can be settled by the first week of september.

all magazines are sold @ $4.50USD. postage not included.

see cut for pics and info. please leave email if interested- THANK YOU :)

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ETUDE JUKEBOX IS BACK UP [October 12, 2006 @ 6:23pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | aiko - 17 gatsu ]

yea!!! i finally updated my mp3 rotation in half a year....!!!! please spread the loooveeeeee!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D

ETUDE JUKEBOX

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songs* [September 28, 2004 @ 3:04pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Breath - Fall in Love ]

took from [info]kisekied .. bored. well not really. just resting.. :)

List 25 songs from your playlist and write why you like the songs. Bold the ones that you like. Dont cheat because you're embarrassed.
1. Hoobastank - The Reason
2. 周杰倫 - 擱淺

3. w-inds - SUPER LOVER
4. Ayaka Hirahara - JUPITER
5. HY - hatsuyuki
6. Mr Children - Sign
7. 劉浩龍 - 你情我願
8. 楊千嬅 - 假如讓我說下去

9. Aya Ueto - Kaze
10. 楊千嬅 - 電光幻影
11. Ayumi Hamasaki - Angel's Song
12. JJr VNUKU (Toma, Hase + KAME)
13. Glay - Mugen no deja vu Kara
14. 周杰倫 - 藉口
15. Breath - Jukebox03
16. w-inds - Dedicated to You

17. Mr Children - Shifuku No Oto04
18. Glay - Nantou Huu
19. Ayumi Hamasaki - Endless Sorrow
20. 周杰倫 - 七里香

21. HY - yowamuchi
22. HY - sasakure
23. 周杰倫 - 園遊會
24. Glay - Toki no Shizuku
25. Exile - Carry On

weee.. me top 5 songsss :D
1. 林峰-忘記傷害
2. Ping Pung - 愛是最大權利
3. 梁漢文 - 八里公路
4. 楊千嬅 - 傻仔
5. 楊千嬅 - 電光幻影 + 周杰倫 - 七里香

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new phone!! [June 16, 2004 @ 3:02pm]
[ music | KinKi Kids - to Heart ]

muahahha.. im trying to persuede mum + dad to get me a new phone.. cuz im seeing one i want...finally lol!!!

LOOK HERE

sony ericsoon baby........ ^^ gotta' bust this one right now then.. mauhahahh :p j/k j/k .. let's jsut hope.. im allowed to get new phone larr!! XD

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songs i don't get tired of :) [June 12, 2004 @ 11:44pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | 楊千嬅 - 飛女正傳 ]

weee- im really hooked onto this one right now- the lyrics are so nice and so sad :(

耿耿於懷 - Juno Mak
難道沒練習太耐 感覺都追不回來 試圖再
努力愛也顯得不自在 不懂得如何談戀愛
還是我太愛你對過去太放不開 難道是寂寞太耐
生銹的鎖不能開 鑰匙也 折斷了留在舊患所在
懷內 放滿對你的愛 難怪跟誰也再沒法戀愛

難道沒練習太耐 感覺都追不回來 試圖再 努力愛也顯得不自在
耿耿於懷從前的愛 從沒有 振作過痛了再痛也應該

難道是寂寞太耐 生銹的鎖不能開 往事卻似斷箭
還剩下在體內 若懷內放滿對你的愛 害怕一直也 再沒法戀愛


戀愛最初回 - Kenny Kwan
初戀總錯過 友情歌說過 全是沒有結果
等不到我講所以離棄我 我是否想太多
初戀都錯過 我會否這樣 連自己都搞錯
今天先記得 常常來找我 是我不敢
還是她想愛我


我們的愛 - F.I.R.
不再哭泣 我們的愛 過了就不再回來 直到現在
我還默默的等待 我們的愛 我明白 以變成你的負擔

只是永遠 我都放不開 最後的溫暖 你給的溫暖
不要再問你是否愛我 現在我想要自由的天空

遠離開這被捆綁的世界 不再寂寞


苦戀 李逸朗
未愛便疲倦 沉淪在單戀
多行一轉 同天一分耗損
欲斷又難斷 無疑在苦戀
還未愛怎可說沒緣
怕未來每天抱怨

*不怕悲 遺失更淒美 危機中找轉機
注定我 沒法可心死 為何還自棄
無論我每日多洩氣 仍甘心喜歡你
誰會比我更傍偟 誰會比我更絕望
總會想窮途可變做漂亮
誰會比我更情長 誰會比我更加
*總會想或有天晴朗
不怕傷原來才最倔強

repeat~~*

逐秒在期待 殘酷但精彩
唯獨我心信有未來 你絕情我偏更愛


omg.. all these songs are sooo sad :( aish.... anyhow.. enough w/ nonsense... better get back to revising :(

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I GOT ADMITTED [March 19, 2004 @ 11:42pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | Miriam Yeung - Tarot Master ]

DAMN IT....!!! IM FREAKIN' HAPPY AND HYPER RIGHT NOW.. I GOT ADMITTED TO NEW COLLEGE OF UNIVERSITY OF TORONTO... WAHH!!!!! ............... I HAVEN'T BEEN SOOO HAPPY BEFORE XD

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new CDs [March 08, 2004 @ 9:34pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | 2R - Our Song ]

weee!!! got me new CDs that ive been wanting fer a bit.. well not da' Chemistry one.. but definatly Aya one.. heheh -->

hehe!!! been listening to aya continuosly.. ish kick arse good yoo!! chemistry ish not badd.. hum... ish finding places to dl day after tmr now... cuz dun exactly wanna get since im not a fan o theirs.. but then.. seems like some of their songs are not bad.. so yea.. heheh... anyone know where?! lol :) btw.. new link to ma' hp.. ish changed to fly :) heheh!! so yea.. everyone.. update your links ^^ ermm.. nth much new these days i guess.. pretty much blogged 'bout it.. hehe!! go over to fly to see some pics i posted.. hehe!!

bahh.. results coming out tish week.. ish dreading it though... duno what ill get.. i hope i won't break down like i did last time.. maybe i should be expecting not-so-good grades as predicted.. maybe?!?! sighh.. bahh.. maybe evening of music and dance can compensate... or maybe seeing jOO may lighten me up... oh well.... who cares.... we'll see how tish week goes?!?! -___-;;

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[March 04, 2004 @ 12:16am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | L'Arc-en-Ciel - Hitomi no Juunin ]

well.. today was jeff's bday.. ehheh.. we gave him da' present.. methinks he likes it a lot.. though he gave us an exaggerated expression.. but imo.. he likes it.. and im glad he did.. cuz it was worth it :) eheh.. im glad he did... lol.. and yea... had quite a nice talk w/ another good friend today.. it's quite nice.. cuz earlier on.. i thought he was angry w/ me... due to da' way he acted the other dya.. but after tonight.. i guess he isn't.. and im glad.. eheh.. and we had a really funny and eventful talk tonight too!! lol.. eheheh.. let's just hope we'll just continue like tish.. i don't want to lose such a great friend... been through ... well.. quite an amount w/ him and took a while to get back da' way it was from before lol... it's nice to know that we're going to da' same destination fer uni.. maybe we might going to unis near each another then we can always visit.. hahaha.. or as we joke around.. we can rent a place together w/ other friends.. that'd be awesome... id can't wait if it is XD heehe!!!

hmmm.. what else on quickies.. before i sleep... lol... tmr... maybe another happy day fer me.. maybe.. ahhah... hum... more tmr.. lol XD

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freakin' cpu [March 01, 2004 @ 11:59pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | X Japan - Endless Rain ]

damn it. im freakin' pissed off w/ me cpu.. it has bloody virus or sth yo... stupid anti-norton detects it but doesn't remove.. wth yoo.. -__-;; and then.. whenever i have like Genric Win32 window popping up.. i have to restart ma' cpu cuz my internet connection just dies.... urg.. and then i can't open microsoft word to work on ma' essays and courseworks -_-;; ergg.. and then it keeps crashing midway when im wrking on ma' cwk or research or whatever making me lose all ma' info and all.. tish ish bloody annoying!! -___-;; erggg.. i just need to rant @ how bad ass me cpu ish and how much it's getting on me nervesss.. bahh.. !@##%!@!!##@ ARG!! i need to fix ma' cpu NOW!!! :(

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weee.. a new layout :) [February 29, 2004 @ 8:21pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Tackey & Tsubasa - One Day One Dream ]

weee.. okay.. i spent a quick afternoon doing this between breaks and all.. and this ish what i came up w/ fer ma' new layout cuz i was really bored w/ da' old red one and i thought i go fer simple white/purple/blue/gray again.. as usuall.. my colours :) it was supposed to be a bit more complex but due to lj limitations tish ish what you can get.. ahha... so yea :) simple enough... fer da' time being :)

got TxT single today.. wee!! :) i can't wait to get da' aya ueto one.. it's already out.. but only in jap ver.. ish gonna wait fer tw ver since it's going to be much cheaper and all... hehe.. still deciding whether i should get da' chemistry one or not.. ahahah.. hum.. ooh.. ish craving fer da' 365 daily arashi calender too.. $160.. good buy?!?! heheheh XD i WANT!! lol... 365.. different pic each day!!! lol... *drools* ahah XD

humm.. and previous entry... i know im being mean and getting ppl curious :p but that's life fer da' time being.. eheh... sry!! don't wry.. ill tell you guys when the time ish right and when im allowed to also.. ahah XD but just wanna express me happiness previously!! lol.

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happy :) [February 29, 2004 @ 1:21am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | glay - Way of Difference ]

weee... im a happy girl now... made a good decision w/ no regrets.
satisfied w/ everything atm.
must work hard now.
ahaha XD

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it's my baby's bday ^^ [February 23, 2004 @ 5:17pm]
[ mood | happy ]

say happy birthday.. he's turning 18!! :)

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odd day [February 23, 2004 @ 4:21pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | KinKi Kids - to Heart ]

hum... im bored and i haven't done anything.. think i better do stuff today and i was like... ooh.. today.. im getting off early.. ill be mailing my app to york and doing work and getting photos to develop but did i do anything.. NO!! ... what made me stay was i was half accompanying stara cuz she was having an interview and all.. so yea... and then when i left.. i saw erm... my son ?! ahahahha- not wayne.. but ian.. ahha.. funny isn't it!? and then he was asking me 'bout the flowers earlier on when i folded em' fer me friends during vday and asked if id accompany him to get so i was like alright... and amazingly... went out fer a short lunch and then went to look around stuff fer him... stars.. origami paper.. jars...urgg.... things that i recall i was shopping fer constantly like... 3 weeks ago?! ahah.. but yea.. later... we went to shop fer puzzle also.. and baaahh.. i think i might want to get a puzzle myself and start on that too!! lol.. though it's going to be pointless since i won't be able to hang a puzzle anywhere.. well i can actually... but yea.. ahahah.. i wanna do a puzzle now.. lol XD

hmmm.... nth special today... my headache's gone.. that's a good sign i think ^^ maths was.. -__-;; as usual and im a bit motivated fer maths i think.. cuz i insist that i have a 70%+ avg?!?!?! ahahahahah.. just a steady B that's a definite... and then french.. URG..... omg.. one-to-one :| !!! freak mann..... 5 more lessons to go!! :'( watched like french news fer first half and i barely understood then did oral research.. sigh.. after that chem was pretty screwed up... we got our tests back.... i got 67% but knocked up to 70%... i just "scarpped" an A..... but it's a dodgy A hahaha.. but honestly and truthfully.. i dun think ill even get a B if it wasn't under test conditions i mean honestly... the entire class (i think) was cheating..... wtf... no teacher no suprervisor..... books lying around.. i think the teacher isn't stupid enough.. he knows we all cheated.. i mean... how often does our class do betteR then the other class?!?! and is it possible for our entire class to get A ?!?!?! ahhahaha.. very rare.... so yea.. it was sooo pathetic... but i guess.. ill just boast about my scrapped A..... supposedly... if i did draw out the damn structures properly.. i reckon i should have gotten 75% also.. muahahahha.. but oh well...... i got A.. fer the first time.... in a year or twoo... my first bloody A in chem.... should i be proud?! ahaha XDD arg.. next time.. i HAVE to get an A w/o all da' "tips" muahahahha XDDD

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headache -_-;; [February 22, 2004 @ 8:52am]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Arashi - Nino - Yume ]

OMG... dude.. look @ da' time... it's 8:44am... and it's a SUNDAY whoaaa.. why am i up tish early!?!?!? b/c last night.... i slept @ like 12... crazy isn't it.. 12 on a SATURDAY and now.. i still have that damn headache which has been killing me.. i think ihave a minor cold i think... cuz ive been suffering from a headache from da' movie as said before... funny how i get "sea sick" while watching movie... but then.. during the movie.. it had it's parts ;) ahhahha.. not the movie itself.. im meaning... ahahaah :) urggg.... stupid headache.. and yea.. woke up tish morning feeling a slight cold cuz i kicked away all da' blanket and all.. and urg.. i stil lhave to go to japanese lessons an dOMG... damn japanese ish soo ohard now -__-;; i don't get it!!! grrrrrr.... i think it would be alright to skip today cuz i think we're going to go over exercises and convo speaking.. which should be alright.. as long as they don't teach new stuff i think :s -___-;; sighh...

yesterday... as said... was really random.. yet there were some good parts to it.. sometimes i reckon it could have been a bit better.. but sometimes i feel as if i spoil things... -__-;; maybe it's wrong to try and merge groups together... b/c it's quite apparant that at least one always changes facial expression... man.. :( i duno 'bout others.. but yea >< sigh... right now... im hving mixed feelings.. hehe- it's really hard to describe.. i wish the ice cream man would stop leading me on >< i hate disappointments :( i guess... ill wait till tish week.. if things actually go.. maybe i can reconsider things ^^ wahahah.... anyhow... i better just do some japanese.. and then convince mum later i don't want to go... im really feeling blarg... >

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randomness [February 17, 2004 @ 11:23pm]
[ mood | envious ]
[ music | Ueto Aya - Mermaid ]

weeee... i guess i hae done some wrk today... not bad.. didn't do maths though.. did some chem revision.. and one french exercise.. though i think i should do more.. but anyhow.. enough w/ school nowadays.. that's all i have to say.. ahah

anyhow... uwa... im into simpsons frenzy again.. been dl-ing all of seaoson 15... sucks now cuz there's no more star world... so have to dl.. might dl all have seasons 14 too.. wahahha :D but yea... i quite liked 1512 episode.. it was sooo sweeet!!! bart + lisa are finally getting along together and then they're somewhat... "best friends" man.. i wish me and bro can be like that sometimes.. ahaha.. but if we were.. it's going to be scary XD heheeh.. but anyhow.. made special screen-caps fer tish epi... sooo sweeet!!! i want a hug card in monopoly too!! teeheheh :D


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early mondays :) [February 16, 2004 @ 2:56pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Arashi - Pika**nchi Double ]

weee... got off early today cuz last period free.. tehehe.. mondays are cool.. ehehhe.. and then ill be getting off early fer thurs too but then.. i usually go out fer lunch w/ friends since it's the entire year... think im definatly going to strawberry forever w/ some friends tish thurs.. ahhaha.. already made plans already since last week and today.. quick ain't it.. always planning ahead ^^ tehehehe... boy do i sound happy today.. well im not.. just typing lotsa' hehes and hahas.. XD

anyhow... hum... wrote two letters today.. finally i still need to write more since i owe many ppl letters and not that but also vcds and photos.. i think im going to get strangled soon XD heheheh... ill try to do as fast as i can.. and bah.. i want a new layout up fer lj... it's getting boring and too long now.. lol.. i have a matsujun x nino one up.. but then.. i dun feel like using one.. hum.. shall go and make a new one.. think i might make ayu.. erg.. talking bout jpop stuff.. i want so much new cds!! lots are gonna come out in march!! >< already wanting tackey & tsubasa -- stilll waiitng price to drop and whether to get limited or normal .... then there's chemistry... duno if i want yet and also there's aya ueto and glay - the frustration!!! muahahhaha.. im starting to really like glay now.. wahaha... their music ish sooo good.. not tooo fast and not too rock.. tehehe ^^ so yea... i think ill have a high chance of getting that.. XD hum.... there's nth much to say today.... except that i got eddie + eva to wake me up tish morning.. it was sooo funny.. imo.. im like half awake.. and they're like... WAKE UP PIGG!!! hahaha.. but yea... you see.. i needed to go to school early to do hwk tish morning.. but then i realized that ma' stupid teacher didn't even CHECK .. -__-;; bummer... but hey... at least i got breakfast tish morning XD

sigh.. you know.. i think i think too much nowadays.. useless stuff too... and i do that soo much that i can barely concentrate in school anymore.. as said.. french and chem ish not looking very nice.... maths.. im still alright.. though im pretty much screwed w/ chp 3 + 5.. i have no freakin' idea what's going on... must... self.study. >_< dannnggg.. and then a chem test on thurs too.. joy... and oh.. did i say that im going to get one and a half freakin' week of french one on one!! :| blahh.. -__-;;; vic's going to uk fer interviews.... damn. next week ain't gonna be pretty -.-;;

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valentines' day. [February 10, 2004 @ 6:56pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Elva Siu - MTR ]

hmmm.... this actually seems like a hot topic atm.. w/ quite a few ppl that i chat w/.. either it's focused on da' day itself or just focused on couples. and in truth. it's being focused on me. for the close friends i talk w/ and some okay friends... it seems that they've already expected me to go out on saturday or sth.. and then im like.. er.. im not.. what makes you think so?! although it's kind of stupid and i know why but yea.. and then there's the fact how they're saying.... you'll definatly get roses and im unsure o meself.. i mean... yesh i know i am from a friend or two.. but from a particular.. im unsure... somehow.. im in doubt that i will but then.. ahahhaha.. after a long convo w/ eva.. ahahahah... things have been decided. and this just mainly sits and waits although im very scared of the many outcomes and many things that may interrupt tish. it's really intimidating and i have no idea how things will turn out. good or bad. let's just hope that things will be the best of it. hoping that i will have enough courage.

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[February 04, 2004 @ 12:15am]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | KATTUN - Destiny ]

i actually don't have a lot to say but i just feel like updating ma' lj.. lol

hum- well.. firstly...i have tish tutor yea.. and im freaked o him now cuz he told me he had once liked me cuz i resembled his ex.. and yea.. ahha XD trying to avoid reality i guess lol... :p heheeh~~ but i mean.. how you like to know that your tutor ish trying to make a move on ya' and then you're like one-on-one w/ him... what da' freak yo.. ahha XD but anyhow.... gahh.. im avoiding my tuition lessons and trying to learn things independently and if i DO need help.. i turn to me friends or teachers.... humhum.... oh well....

school just starting again.. not as hell as before... but i imagine that it will be soon... starting new french cwk.. damn.. i must start practicing my french again.. it's going downhill.. i need that bloody predicted B fer uni.... if i can get B... ill be satisfied w/ all >__< same w/ chem.. grrr... must maintain tish level.. don't want to be screwed yo -__-;; sighh......

randomness... sigh... sports day on friday.. somewhat nervous... cuz i want more medals but i reckon it'll be extreme competition.. vhard to get -__-;; and me ish also going to miriam concert on friday!! muahaha.. me can't wait... lol ^^ think will be vnice.. muahahah.. looking forward to end of week :)

randomness#2 : funny how sometimes we talk w/ lots of ppl yea.. but some you can only talk online and not face to face yet some you can talk w/ face to face but not much online.. ahhha.. and then some.. that although you were always considered to be best friends.. but it seems that you guys never seem to talk anymore and don't exactly know what is going on between each another?! are you guys still considered to be best friends? i always wonder. but then, as they, friends are forever and best friends don't always need to see each other 24/7 ... it's sometimes better if there are breaks in between... seeing each other too often can cause lack of communication between each another.. as in... no topic to talk about....
recently... imo.. i haven't been talking as much w/ some ppl ... maybe... but then.. it's nice to know that im talking w/ other ppl more than usual now which i find is nice :) as said before... im talking w/ my good friend again.. i think we're back to normal terms from before. i know there may have been some misunderstandings betwen us and that we may have even had our own personal fight that we never talked about but for now- im just glad we're talking as usual again.
another factor as i mentioned before is that im actually quite happy atm b/c right now, i feel very special and all w/ all my surrounding friends and family caring fer me. i never felt such warmth before.... i mean.. honestly- how often do your friends call you just to make sure you're home safe... and im not just saying one... but more than one!! and then also- how often would a friend do things for you and help you and all and of course- the best is that you know you have a friend always there for you- no matter what time, no matter when, they'll always be there for you. even if it's in da' middle of the night or early in the morning.
not only that but the feeling of being loved is also special. must admit im a lucky girl ^^ being loved and cared and having ppl around you let you do whatever you want... well not whatever you want but would compromise and have everything turn out right. damn. i love my friends :)

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